Stop Shooting Dilaudid
First of all a lot of people stop shooting heroin and start shooting dilaudid. I really do not understand this because shooting dilaudid is just as bad as heroin.
I think a lot of people switch because they get addicted to the rush. What ever their reason they need to stop using dilaudid.
Do you want to go through life like this cat buying new things only to destroy them? Worse yet think of what the inside of your body looks like for example shooting dilaudid is very hard on the liver and kidneys.
This is what happens when you shoot dilaudid and mess around on the internet!
How to beat dilaudid addiction
There is another way you can beat dilaudid Addiction. do know that if you use dilaudid long enough you will eventually go through dilaudid withdrawal.
Try doing something to change your life like going to an NA meeting and getting a sponsor. Once you do that then start sharing your secrets with them you know what I mean the sick little secrets that you are ashamed to tell anyone.
Trust me if you do this you will know an unbelievable amount of freedom and this is what we are seeking freedom from active addiction. Another good idea is to make some friends while you are there get their phone numbers and give them a call. It is nice to have numbers in case you feel like using dilaudid. The disease can come upon you in a moments notice and the numbers may save your life.
Which reminds me of something else I would like to mention and that is a higher power. I just got done mentioning the phone numbers but what are you going to do when no one is home or your cell is dead and you want to use so bad you can taste it.
Ive been there that’s when you need a higher power your higher power will be there when no one else is available to get you through your dilaudid addiction. I choose to call mine God and he is available to me 24- 7. He can be available for you also if you call on him that’s what he is there for to help us when we need it the most.
If you take the suggestions I have given you and add some things of your own maybe an exercise routine or studying recovery material you can learn like I did to stop shooting dilaudid. I shot dope and drank liquor and chased women for 30 some odd years and I am clean today and I like my life. I want you to be able to get clean and enjoy a drug free life I mean everyone gets tired of running around chasing drugs trying to get one more dilaudid.
The main thing is to stop shooting dilaudid and start living life.
jimmy iaccobucci Says:
Sometimes the old-timers in AA would carry around a fifth of liquor in their coat pocket to hand to the begging drunkard in the street, as if to say, “had enough yet?”. I was wondering if you carry dilaudid around to hand to the junkies in the street, and if so, can you please give me some?
Also, you said you liked to chase women. Did you find that women were more attracted to you after you shot up? I find that women find me irresistible after I inject heroin. Why is that? I certainly don’t look better, I must appear intoxicated on some level, but I find women just throw themselves at me when I’m high on dope. I don’t notice this with any other drug, either alcohol, cocaine, meth, etc. Only opiates seem to have this effect, and I’ve heard some other male addicts talk about this as well. Its not like I’m just messed up and I mistakenly perceive women are attracted to me, I mean women invite themselves over and try to get down and dirty with me without me ever making any effort to court them. These are normal everyday respectable non-addict non-prostitute women I’m talking about, not narco addled street whores. Have you ever noticed this phenomena?
admin Says:
Well I never actually heard of Old timers in AA do this but that’s not say that they didn’t maybe back it the day when Bill W was around they did it.
Now as far as the women go I think maybe it has something to do with the scent that a person gives off them when shooting dope. Kind of like an opiate pheromone that drives women mad.
jimmy iaccobucci Says:
That is exactly what I was thinking, its almost like a weird pheromone thing. I mean pinpoint pupils and dark circles under our eyes and constant itching can’t empirically be attractive but its shocking how reliably women start coming onto you when your high. And not so high that your delusional and just imagining it. I mean it doesn’t feel like I’m acting any different, maybe a little happier but nothing strikingly different except for the scratching and glassy pinpoint eyes and maybe slurring my speech if I fixed a good one. But you did notice the effect on women right?
Sam R Says:
I have noticed this also, my ex girlfriend found me highly attractive the first time I shot up. Also at that time she was an EX. I’m going to have to agree with Jimmy with this one Heroin gets you women! No, don’t do heroin.